decisions.

friends.

i would appreciate your prayers about upcoming decisions that i am going to have to make. they are not life and death decisions but sometimes i feel like they are. sometimes i fear making the wrong decision and then living in regret. arrg. i hate that about myself. i know i should make no decision based on fear but sometimes i can't get that fear out of my head and am still forced to make a decision. i always feel like i will be missing out on something, someone, some experience, some new way that God would speak to me, some....i don't know something that could be amazing.

the decision comes down to really two options unless God brings some third option along which i think will confuse me even more.

the options...

the school of photography with YWAM (youth with a mission).

one of my deep desires is taking photos so the SOP would be great. it would be amazing. it is in kona, hawaii for three months of just learning and creating.
we are created in His image and since our God is a creative God then we too are creative. a large part of this school is just unleashing that creativity and using it for His glory and purposes.

university of anchorage alaska.

i have a deep desire to own a bed and breakfast and also to be a teacher some day. i have been taking a literature class this summer and it has made me realize how much i would love to teach highschool someday and specifically literature. i would be getting a degree in culinary arts and in literature...so that i could learn how to be a cook for my b&b and also teach someday.

friends. i would love any thoughts or prayers sent my way. i would appreciate if you did have... any advice that it would be lathered in prayer. any encouragement that it would be wrapped in his love. any thoughts that they would be well thought out.

if i didn't explain it well enough you can email me: reneegaylard@gmail.com

"the body is a unit,though it is made up of many parts; and though all its parts are many, they form one body." "if they were all one part, where would the body be?"
1st corinthians 12